Evening prayer on 19 September 2006 night
Lord Jesus
Make me nothing
But may You. . . .
Only You. . . .
And Always You. . . .
Reign supreme in my whole life
10.54 PM
YHWH is Returning
(Inspired by Zech. 1)
Come, o people
Return from your dreadful sins
For, behold! He is return to you
He comes with His mercies and love
His anger has dawned and His mercies has risen
He comes as a Mighty Warrior who crushes all your enemies
He comes as a Gentle Father who speaks with pleasant and comfortable words
There will be no more afflictions
There will only be salvation and exaltation
There will be true and everlasting exodus
Joy and peace have kissed each other
Prosperity and wealth will overflow through every land
There will be no more tears
Change will laugh and singing
Return o people, for your God is returning to you
Kotaraja, 15 October 2006
11.13 PM
Beautiful Fellowship: ‘Till the World May Believe
I thank you my dearest LORD, for this beautiful fellowship
For my fellow brothers and sisters that You gave me
For through them I can sense Your unreachable presence
through them I can see some fold of Your bedazzling lights of love
through them I can feel a little out of a lot of Your tender care
By their critics You powered me out of weakness
By their attentions You reached me out of darkness
By their kindness You touched me out of sadness
I ask You dear Lord. . . .
Bind us together in Your love
Sanctify us forever in Your name
Confirm us stronger in Your word
Unite us as You and Father is One
‘Till the world may believe that You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God. . . .
Jayapura, 4th July 2006. 10.44 PM
Apa itu realisme
Apa itu idealisme
Apakah korupsi, perselingkuhan, pertikaian, pembunuhan itu realisme
dan tidak bohong, tegas terhadap dosa, tidak korup, setia pada pasangan itu idealisme?
Mengapa perbandingan ini sering diucapkan?
Bukankah korupsi, perselingkuhan, pertikaian, pembunuhan itu namanya dosa
dan tidak bohong, tegas terhadap dosa, tidak korup, setia pada pasangan itu namanya kebenaran?
Mengapa dua hal yang sama-sama realisme ini dibedakan dan diberi nama yang
bertendensi dikotomis?
Siapa perancangnya?
Siapa pengarangnya?
Ibliskah?
Ah . . . jangan kambing hitamkan dia lagi, toh dia sudah sangat gelap
Kayaknya manusia tolol yang selalu merasa tahu segala-galanya
Yang merasa sudah banyak umur dan makan realisme kotor itu
Dan idealisme?
Dia selalu dianggap pengganggu jalannya hidup normal ini
selalu ditempatkan sebagai tokoh antagonis dalam sandiwara hidup yang tidak adil
dan membosankan ini
selalu dilihat musuh oleh para kaum mapan dan anti pembaruan
PENGAKUAN SAUDARA SEIMANKU
Saudaraku,
percayalah . . .
Pilihanmu tidak salah
dan pengakuanmu tidak sia-sia
sebab memang hanya di dalam DIA
ada kelepasan dari belenggu-belenggu Iblis
ada kelimpahan anugerah
ada pengharapan yang pasti
ada hidup ilahi
ada penghiburan yang sejati
ada sukacita yang kau nanti
Hanya saja . . .
Pegang teguh firman-Nya
Dengarlah selalu suara-Nya
Sabarlah dalam kesesakan
Bertekunlah dalam penderitaan
Kasihi saudara seimanmu
Layani Dia seumur hidupmu
Sebab yang Ia butuhkan . . .
Bukan katamu, tapi lakumu
Bukan konsepmu, tapi kasihmu
Bukan tekadmu hari ini,
tapi konsistensi iman seumur hidupmu
Akhirnya . . .
’Ku ucapkan selamat datang dalam kerajaan-Nya saudaraku
kerajaan kekal yang kudus sehingga kau pun harus selalu kudus
kerajaan yang selalu menuntut pengurbanan total kepada-Nya,
termasuk hidupmu
kerajaan yang tidak menawarkan kemewahan tapi kelimpahan penyertaan-Nya
Siapkah Engkau . . .
Jalani panggilan suci ini
Tinggalkan segala cemar diri
Abaikan segala potensi dan cita-cita diri
Untuk layani Sang Raja tinggi
Hingga berjumpa Dia di Surga nanti . . .
Didedikasikan buat empat saudaraku dalam kerajaan ALLAH
Natal ke-2010
Botang, 25 Desember 2005
“In God’s renewal world, there will be holy exhortation, genuine fellowship, great love and the abundance of forgiveness. People will gather together in humility, care one each other like a softly mother and encourage one each other like a wise father. It is not a kind of Christian utopia if only it is build not upon their narrow idealism on fellowship but rather upon God’s own reality of love and forgiveness: the reality which allowed imperfections and mistakes, so only the power of the Holy Spirit may remains in them to mold, guide and unite them” (Inspired from 1 Thessalonians 2:1-12).18/10/06.09.18 AM
“There will be no renewal of this wicked world without the purification of the Church and there will be no purification without the dethronement of its idol from within and there will be no dethronement of idols without the renewal of the covenant and there will be no renewal of the covenant without God’s amazing grace, grace that makes Him return again and again to save, to heal and to forgive His wicked Church” (Inspired from Jeremiah 4:1-18).19/10/06.08.38 AM
“When people abandon God, judgment comes and when God abandon people, chaos rules. But when people return to God, salvation is given and when God return to people new creation is begin”(inspired from Jeremiah 4:19-31).20/10/06.07.38 AM.
“Jesus want us to giving up everything to love Him, because He has giving up everything to love us” (inspired by Luke 14:25-15:10).20/10/2006.11.30 PM.
“While people begin to despise the word of God, judgment will surely come” (inspired by Jeremiah 6:1-15)23/10/2006.08.35 AM
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